Trusting in Jesus is not always easy...

Trusting in Jesus is not always the easiest thing to do. BUT WE NEED TO TRUST!
As you could see in this video the first exercise she did with Jesus she didn't trust Him but she ended up doing it anyways and realized that Jesus really was trustworthy. But when Jesus wanted to go into a different level with her, she wasn't willing to trust. Maybe what you're going through now is a situation so impossible or complicated that you don't even trust Jesus.

He is the only one worthy of any true trust. Because He's the only one who is always faithful to his word.

For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life. For God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world, but to save the world through him. Whoever believes in him is not condemned, but whoever does not believe stands condemned already because they have not believed in the name of God’s one and only Son. John 3: 16-18

Believing is trusting. He wouldn't have given His only son for me and you if he wasn't trustworthy!